Tears rolling down,
Sorrows curdling up,
The ruthless clutches of disbelief,
shattering me upright down...
Was I being that disobedient?..untrustworthy?
To speak so ravagely,
Musing ironically behind my-
silly shudderings of deep pain...
What had gone wrong?
Where have I been wrong?
Why?Is God funnily entertaining-
such painful fantacies in my life...
Is my life destined only for this?
Its really disgusting...
Still,is there any hope for me?
A slight ray of hope...
Longing for that deeply,
An unlavishing glimpse of happiness...
